31 January 2012

False Positive


spring
tugs me outward
i peel off clothing
piece by piece, trailing
behind like breadcrumbs
back to skeletal winter
pregnant river
swollen with the run-off
of sated mountain streams
fertile mud birthing green
i inhale attar of warm wet earth
spice of evergreen and jonquil
basted by the sun
my tongue licks at milk-warm air
sweet with honeyed light
bird song vies with choir of geese
tranquil nocturne in the key of peace
until, the sly north wind stops short,
looks back, a stealthy hunter tracking
spring

09 January 2012

Standard Avenue

a winter walk
turning right instead of left
i find myself on Standard Avenue
where memories pass through me, ghostly

i stand before grandmother's house
watch it change, from red brick
to white siding, peer through walls
to a garden ripe
with sun-warmed tomatoes
sweet wild plums

voices drown out my everyday
english / slovak discussing coal
and politics, sports and beer
the correct way to make pierógi
an uncle's song, an aunt's soft scold
simple buzzing quiet
of a Sunday afternoon

a winter walk
turning right instead of left
crying with the loss and joy
of finding myself on Standard Avenue

07 January 2012

Measuring Time

Photograph courtesy of my sister, Sharon Greco, from her Carolina heaven.





















i can see you
there

waiting

where you've always
been

waiting

but
no matter
that i follow the rules
color inside the lines
walk the straight and narrow
i can never reach you

waiting

perhaps a break in accustomed routine
a variance, a mid-course correction
will close the gap between us
perhaps one step forward
from off in the distance
will bring you running
to where

 I'm waiting

15 December 2011

In Her Own Words

I was recently asked by Theron Kennedy to do an interview for TeamPoetry at his website In Their Own Words.  Please click the link to read his interviews with other writers in the spotlight. I am a great fan of Theron's poetry, which you will find here Between the Rhymes.  It was an honor to be invited to participate and I'm grateful to Theron for his dedication to poetry and his untiring promotion of writers whose words might otherwise go unread.
 
 
Diana Matisz: In Her Own Words

What is an Artist?

An artist is anyone who has the need to create, in any format. I have a friend who cannot understand why I love the paintings of Jackson Pollock. To my friend, he did nothing but throw paint onto canvas. To me, Pollock's passion to create is apparent in every spatter and drop. His need literally flowed from his body to the canvas. The 'need' to drop everything and sit down to pen words, scribble notes onto a scale, capture something different through the lens of a camera, paint a sunrise before it disappears forever, that 'need' is a component of a true 'artist'.


What are your passions?


My passions are slow-simmering private ones. Although I have strong feelings regarding politics and religion, you won't ever see me discussing them on social networks. If we had a face to face discussion, you would find that I'm rabid about the rights and treatment of the elderly in my country. If you know me well, you know that music and musicians live rent-free in my heart. On an artistic level, photography is a main focus these days. I'm a novice, I have no expensive equipment but I'm quite pleased with some of the work I've shown. I run two online stores. One at RedBubble, solely for the purchase of prints and the second at CafePress, another outlet to share my photography in other formats. They're both doing well and although the monetary factor is nice, the idea that a piece of my art is hanging on the walls of someone an ocean away or just around the block, is even nicer.


What are your favorite styles of poetry? What are your favorite styles to write in?


I really don't know how I would categorize my style of writing. I am in awe and have great respect for those writers who tackle forms such as sonnets, rondeau and triolet. I've attempted form but never published anything. I don't think I have the discipline in my writing. I enjoy reading form much more than my poor attempts at writing it. Haiku are favorites. I love the simplicity and elegance of expression in so few words. Rhyme used to set my teeth on edge until I learned to read it aloud. There's a richness and flow to the structure that wasn't apparent to me immediately. I'm a sponge, I want to read everything.



Who are your favorite poets and have they influenced you? How?


Other than the required reading in high school, I hadn't read much poetry until later into my adult years. Musicians were the poets that spoke to me first. Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave, Joni Mitchell and yes, even Led Zeppelin. Lyrics opened doors to new worlds and ideas for this small town girl. I'm not sure I remember why I began reading poetry but I do remember what started it all. I'd bought a series of books by Winston O. Abbott (writer) and Bette Eaton Bossen (illustrator). Four little books that I picked out of a sale bin, signed no less, elegantly written and beautifully illustrated. I still have them and they are still go-to favorites. I've buried myself in Pablo Neruda, puzzled and marveled over Fernando Pessoa and José Saramago, fallen in love with Seamus Heaney and Robin Robertson. I've devoured the modern Greek poets, thanks to the recommendations of an accommodating friend in Greece and, give me the gift of a big thick poetry anthology and I'll love you forever! Despite this plethora of knowledge, I've found that some of my favorite poets are those writers in my social network. Those whose work I anticipate. To hold the first published book of a friend in my hands means as much to me as the work of a well-known poet. I'm not influenced so much by how another poet writes as I am by how I feel after I've read them. And then I want them to taste the flavors in my writing that I've tasted in theirs.



When did you start writing?


If I remember correctly, my first official piece of artistic writing was for an art class in grade school. Our assignment was to write and illustrate a small book. My book was about autumn and it was in the shape of an oak leaf. Although the book has long since disappeared, I do remember the joy I felt over the finished product. My art and my words bound in tangible form. I'd always wanted to write and over the years have kept half-filled journals, scribbled ideas to be used in the future for....something. It wasn't until the death of a family member a few years ago that the desire to write became a reality. Grief became the catalyst to writing, writing became the outlet for grief. A blessing from tragedy.


Where are you from?


I was born and raised near Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. I lived away from this area for many years but am currently residing in the 'Burgh again. It remains to be seen where my next 'home' will be.


Why do you write?


Simple, I write to express myself. I'm a fairly private person and I've found that writing allows me to share a little more of my life in a way that's more comfortable for me than just blurting out the facts. Early on, I was very unsure of myself as a writer and shy about sharing my work. I was always comparing my writing to that of so many others until I finally had to convince myself that if I liked what I'd written, that should be enough. I published a poetry book in 2010, mostly as an experiment. I wanted to see if my poetry would sell, which it has. But mostly, it was the satisfaction of opening that book and seeing my words in ink and again, holding the tangible result of a creative effort in my hands. I'm astounded and grateful, always, whenever readers share my work or take the time to comment about something they particularly enjoyed. My joy is when readers tell me they felt as if they were 'there' with me while reading. I want a reader to see what I see, hear the undercurrents running beneath the words.


What inspires you?


I look to anything and everything in regard to inspiration for my writing. I love to eavesdrop on conversations while sitting on a bus or on a park bench. I have a musician friend who creates whole songs from one-line phrases given to him by his listeners. That's what I anticipate, a catch phrase that will trigger a flow of words. Two years ago, during a walk in the snow with my five year old nephew, an idea for a book surfaced out of nowhere while listening to him tell me about his imaginary friends who lived in the pine trees at the end of our yard. Music is also a huge source of inspiration to me. Often, when the words seem to have fled, listening to music will quite often pull buried emotions to the surface and along with them, the missing words. My natural environment, the Allegheny River valley, is at the heart of much of my writing and particularly in my photography. I also love that chance meeting with a stranger, someone who takes you out of your comfort zone for a short time. One of my own favorite poems, "The Carney Man", is a perfect example of that and I've included it below.


Have you discovered what is unique in your voice as a poet?


I believe the voice of every individual poet/writer is unique. How could it be otherwise. My writing doesn't fall into a niche or follow rules and form. It is what it is. I suppose if there was one 'voice' for which I would like to be known, it would be that of a storyteller. I'm an apprentice hoping to improve with patience, practice and experience.


The Carney Man

Seated on a city bench sipping lemonade
lost in clamor of squealing children and
mechanical skeletons kissing summer skies

a body settled down beside me and
out the corner of an eye I saw
blue bans

and when he smiled, gold-toothed grin.
Defensive walls clattered upward,
body language stiffened until he nodded

and said 'good evening miss' and smiled
once more, this time with green eyes.
An hour later he had quoted Heaney, Cave

and Cohen and spun my head with tales
of Memphis belles, delta blues and
californication.

We said goodbye and as I walked away
he called out 'Hey miss, come back anytime.
For you, the rides are free'.




Links to Diana Matisz's poetry and photography:

03 December 2011

Casting Spells


when i think of you

i steal the black from crows
ink in the mercury moon
to dim gleaming hunger
reflected in my eyes

bleach the sky of color
shroud dawning blush
erotic heat in cold gray
spectral passion

i still the wind that stirs
the leaves with traitorous
incantations, your voice 
astride zephyrs

circle runes around my heart
an alchemist transmutating
craving into benevolent panacea
casting spells

when i think of you

28 November 2011

The Weaver

Photograph courtesy of Dan Sandu


deep beneath warp and weft
of inured lifetimes laid to rest
spindrift pool of sorrows
where broken threads
and threadbare lives
disintegrate in mist

waiting, for weaver's
slender fingers, each a shuttle
plaiting rapiers of solace
across a mystic handloom
mending rifts in time
restoring priceless tapestries


[Gratitude to my friend Dan Sandu for allowing me to borrow his wonderful photograph.]

15 November 2011

Handbook

'Reverie' ~ Migdalia Arellano

long black dress
back-less
the woman,
column of dark
midnight
proprietary hand
on the small
of her back
slipping
beneath silk
his touch,
guiding her
across a marble floor
fingertips
pressed to litmus skin
ciphered messages
all that he is
everything he wants
of her
spiraling
through matrix of whorls
his signature
a codex
to her anima